Fire is not interested in ethics or fairness, but people should care.

This is as clear as Castle Rock has appeared since Monday. It’s right there just left of center, 0.6 miles offshore. Much of the week we have not been able to see it at all, even though we know just where to look. Smoke between here and there has turned the air yellow, the sun, even at noon, no brighter than an orange ball in the sky.

My tongue tastes copper metallic. My throat feels the smoke. Sand blew in the skylights open at the beginning of the week.

Gary and I live in my grandfather’s house on the Oregon coast. My family has been here for 109 years. My mother recalled the Tillamook Burn, the first one. She and her sister played in an ocean that was warm and returned to the house covered in soot. She said it was wonderful fun, but their mother was exasperated. All water in 1933 had to be hauled by hand and warmed on a wood stove. There was not yet a road to leave and my grandfather only came on weekends. Thinking over that story my mother told me, I think my grandmother must have been terrified.

That first of the Tillamook Burn fires began 14 August 1933 and was not extinguished until rainfall put it out the 5th of September. My mother was eight years old. All told, 350 thousand acres burned during those weeks. While that fire still burned, my mother, her sister, my grandmother and grandfather drove north on the beach and then east to escape to Portland, Oregon where they lived nine months of the year.

(The second fire burned 190 thousand acres in 1939, the third burned 180 thousand acres in 1945, and the fourth 32 thousand in 1951 before I was born. These mostly burned over the same ground.)

Yesterday, Portland had the worst air quality of any city in the entire world. By this afternoon more acres had burned in the past three days than during all four Tillamook Burns put together. People died—no one is certain how many in my state. Nearly a million acres have burned in Oregon. Many fires are still completely out of control, “uncontained.” Some are predicted to continue burning right through Autumn and into Winter. Firefighters (30% of them college students) are overworked and tired.

The number of acres that have burned in the state in the last three days is almost double the amount that typically burns in an entire year. “We have never seen this amount of uncontained fire across the state,” Governor Brown said.

The Oregonian

Here, visibility has closed off views north, south, east, and west. The smoke has been so bad sometimes that we could not take our daily walk or open windows. It is worse in the Willamette Valley and further down the coast.

Irresponsible locals blew illegal fireworks into the air at the edge of the State Forest a few days ago. People walk toddlers on the sand. Tourists who arrived yesterday in the rental house next door are burning a wood fire in the fireplace. We shake our heads.

Isn’t it obvious why a smokey fire is a terrible idea? Even on vacation? While forest fires make breathing “hazardous” in nearly the entire state and thousands are homeless? They probably put the air conditioning on because the weather has been unseasonably hot. (But no, they opened windows.)

The yellow sky holds a blood red disk. 
The air burns orange, the light 
all tinted brass. Take care, dear friends, 
it's dangerous. We all still hope 
we'll survive this year, more than that: 
live to see a yellow sun again, 
a blue sky, clouds, and rain in puddles.
Share my faith in future better times, 
in quiet walks, a song hummed, truth
told, the news of birds returned to nest.

• from the State of Oregon:

Stay safe from wildfire smoke

As wildfires continue throughout the state, please continue to take care of yourselves and those around you. Keep an eye on local conditions in case evacuation levels change and find resources at

With wildfire smoke creating unsafe air quality conditions that are expected to persist for several days, please remember to follow these tips to protect yourself and your family:

  • Stay indoors as much as possible.
  • Limit activity outdoors.
  • If you have heart or lung disease or respiratory illnesses such as asthma, follow your health care provider’s advice about prevention and treatment of symptoms.
  • Reduce other sources of smoke, such as cigarette smoking and wood-burning stoves, for example.
  • Check current air quality conditions. Go to to find the current air quality and wildfire smoke resources.
  • Stay hydrated. Drink plenty of water.
  • Remember that while cloth masks and face coverings do not protect you from wildfire smoke, they do offer protection against COVID-19. N95 respirators may offer some protection if properly fit-tested and worn. Otherwise, they may create a false sense of security. N95s are not available in children’s sizes.
  • Learn more about the dangers of wildfire smoke and how you can stay safe by visiting

It is probably fair to note that the State officially asked people to avoid outdoor fires in April. April.

10 thoughts on “SMOKE

  1. In my opinion it is also thoughtless that owners of some short term rentals would provide the wood for their tourists at this time.
    I love your recollections from the past.

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  2. Wishing you and yours all the best. I can’t even fathom how it feels, both physically and psychologically to be surrounded by smoke filled ember colored skies. It would make for a great and convincing sci-fi set, but it is a terrible and sobering reality. Life imitates art. The pictures in the media are devastating to view.

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  3. Thank you for bringing me, in Maine, closer to this horrible reality that can feel almost unreal to the rest of the country. Usually your posts are filled with the refreshing clarity of ocean, rocks, fresh air, that resonates with our Maine days. The contrast is palpable. And so many people dealing now with the two crises together…

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  4. I second all the above, especially Adam’s good wishes for you and your family. I hope you will remain safe, and that an end to the fires and clearer air is soon to come. It’s heartbreaking to see the devastation wrought on the earth and on people’s lives.

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  5. I used to feel sorrow for all those old people who felt like they would not get to live long enough to see climate change—well not anymore—congratulations, Laura, you finally made the top five! ha ha—I am 71 years old this makes me cry.

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